Thursday, December 17, 2009

Wow.

I don't really know how to process this.

We aren't together anymore, but we haven't really let go either.  The man still has a hold on my heart.

The time came, he is gone.... deployment is here.

Received email this morning with as much of an update as he can give, and tells me from his heart that I am still his girl.

I offer my prayers and love and suport and have no idea what this really means.

Suck.

3 comments:

Crazy Shenanigans said...

You know I'm around if you need to vent or talk about it.

T said...

*sigh*

Scared. You're both scared. Deployment does that to you.

Give love. Give prayers. Send hope.

You can still love him and move forward. You can still discover who you are without him and support him as a friend.

Can't you?

SS said...

That Miss T is the bazillion dollar question.

I'm going to give it a shot.